PROTAGONIZANDO A MINHA VIDA

It has been almost two months since I moved to Chicago and I couldn't be more enthusiastic about it. That's the first time I am living by myself for a long period. In my home country, I live with my parents but in the Windy City, I share the apartment with two girls. I feel that this journey is different and I know that it has changed me, although I just began. In the deep of my heart, I feel I am someone new. I needed to learn how to cook and to be friends with people from several countries. It's been amazing and I am so glad that I have the opportunity to be here. We know that time flies so we try to enjoy it as much as we can every day. Otherwise, we are going to die without really knowing life and I am sure I don't want it — that's why I am trying to improve myself and have the career I always dreamed of. While I am here, I expect to live. I still haven't done all that I wanted or meet someone special. At least, I have lost and foun...

When I write I feel terrible and miserable — that’s why I haven’t been writing or posting anything. I am tired of feeling that way.  In the moments I stop to think about my life, I realize that when I pretend not to have problems is much better. I almost feel complete — like my heart is finally healed. But now I need to face this feeling because   writing is my best friend and never left me.  So, baby, I won’t leave you cause  you are the main character in my life and you will always be.  ❤︎ 

I don’t belong here. I never did.  My heart has always been in the ocean or better saying — in the air, flying around and looking for an unknown future.  Finally I am going away, coming back to the house where my heart truly belongs — the one and only that I should never have left. While I am waiting and saying the last goodbyes, I remember the reason I am leaving: trying to find my own path and my place in this crazy world. It ain’t easy — but I am gonna learn how to survive.  After all, everybody does.